Spinning
…I can still fail. The world is moving so fast. I am graduating, and I need a job. I need a house. The markets horrible, my friends are moving away. The people I loved are no longer in my life. I want to talk to them, and I want to have stability! I want to know what is going on. I want to trust others. I want to take off this damn mask that hides all my insecurities! I want people to know I'm broken! I want it to be okay I'm not perfect. I want to know I'm loved. I want life to slow down. I want to be home. I want to not worry. I want to feel okay. I want to be okay. Please.