Monster
I constantly ask the question, "Am I a good person?" I know the answer is yes. Sometimes, though, I don't know, and i question who I am. Whenever something bad happens to me or those around me, I find ways to blame myself. I've gone through painful moments in my life, and many of them are things I can't control. But still, I feel like a monster because I couldn't control them. People got hurt, and because I'm somehow related to it, it's my fault. I'm trying to look past this. I can't control the world around me. I can't stop all pain, and I'm not a monster because I can't. As humans, life sucks sometimes, but what we can do is learn how to grieve and move on better prepared.